Okay, waking to another day. The sun isn't up yet, what the heck am I doing here? I think I edged ever closer to leaving my work at wholefoods last night. I just don't think the management gets it, how to encourage people in there dreams. I know it is not their primary focus, but I do think that it should be included in the way people are supported. I do think that if the co. showed more support for what people love in their lives and encouraged that, that the co. may have much happier people who work there.
I want to get all indignant about work, but I can't really or is it will not. It has become so easy for anyone to be self righteous, like doing that puts me on a higher plain or something, saying, hey, look at me I am telling the truth! Really it is the truth as only I see it, maybe I am not seeing something that would change my mind or my thoughts.
So enough of that rant, thank god.
I do find that as I get older, I have many of the same questions I had when I was 12. Like , what the do I want to be when I grow up? Where do I want to live? Could I really own a small house and be happy? A house that is about 300 sq. ft. I have seen them, I can see myself in one. Will it happen who knows!
I guess the big question at this moment is for me, how the hell do I keep getting out of bed to go to a job that I have been doing for too long now? What keeps me doing it? The only positives there are the few people who "get" me and can understand it. The others who don't I thinnk get scared that I am losing my mind. Maybe I am losing my mind but gaining my heart and returning home.
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